Today is fathers day.
Every fathers day i remember my father, and how he was never there for me.
i remember all the times he promised he would be there for me and never was. i remember my birthdays that he missed and for got to call.
But i also remember the times we did spend together. Making snow men, sleep overs at his house, him reading to us. times i wish i could have shared with him but could not.
Today is the day i think about all the importent events in my life which my father will miss. Graduation, getting married, my first childs birth, and so on. I guess you could say out of all the different things my family celabrates, fathers day is the one which hurts me the most. all because my father chose not to be appart of my life.
So, since i cannot say this to my fathers face, i will say it here. Happy fathers day dad, i love you anyway.